I didn’t think you were talking about you as a partner for me at all lol. So funny how you had to clarify that twice.

And I get all, but my position still stands. But reading the post again, I guess my initial comment doesn’t really have much to do with it. In the back of my mind I’ll be feeling not-so-special. Best if I stay single until I work on that insecurity properly.

Yhhhh but it’s sorta the same. Like, how many other girls have you used that on? What were their reactions? It just makes me think like that but I have issues…

Damn sounds scary. I hope I don’t get that whatever it is.

Any tips on how to avoid that?

I don’t like that though, being on the receiving end. Thinking about how you’ve done this with other girls. Not a good feeling…

What’s dilaudid and why were you in hospital?

Sounds amazing. Currently doing a 5 day.

I wish I had that type of adhd

That’s amazing.

Did it help?

How long do you think you could go without water as well as food?

How come you did it?

Oh no :/

Wow that’s amazing. I think I might have UC. Did it help your symptoms?

What’s TPN?

Do you know what triggered the cramps?

How come you went without for two days?

I can see how it seems that way but it’s more about the way they are and how I relate to that. G is better with people, not hiding away and when I’m in a state of gratitude I find it easier to engage with people. Whereas E has the opposite experience and is cast away from the group and I find when I’m in that position I feel envy… I’m not explaining this very well but it’s a “shower thought” I had

Enlighten me?

Great point. But it’s men I crave. It’s not about if no one cares. I thought that was obvious.

I don’t really want a bf or anything that badly atm tbh. I’ll settle for licking and sucking on a piece of ham atp.

That sounds really bad but it’s sadly true…

But I’m waiting til marriage. Sometimes when I eat and I’m in the mood I imagine what I’m eating or drinking is the person I want and I’m doing things to them. Sorry if tmi.

I think the fact that it looks like human and *apparently * tastes and smells! according to firefighters, like human, makes me want to try that out on it. plus the guy I like is big like a pig… but in a sexy way