There is a popular question “If you were to lose either sight or hearing, which one would you chose?” and my answer is always: i could live with never reading with my eyes again, i couldn’t live with never hearing music again.
So yes, music is a big part of my life.
I use it as a tool, to support a specific mood or situation. For example I have a few playlists that help me get into a flow state for work (the Brotato OST is great for this, also my anime playlist). I use a specific album to help me calm down when I’m having a bad headache. I listen to epic music while cooking or doing housework (recently: Two Steps From Hell).
But I also listen with intent, especially for my favourite artists, or artists I just recently discovered, or albums I just recently bought. I like to find my favourite song in each album, so I want to listen closely, and sometimes write down my thoughts about a song, or quotes from the lyrics.
And I also make music myself: I am a member of a local women’s vocal group/choir. The genres of music we’re singing isn’t really something I would listen to at home (metal doesn’t really lend itself to be sung by 40 women with a median age of 50+ unfortunately) but I’m not necessarily doing it for the songs themselves: it is just so much fun to sing together! I love hearing our voices come together, I find immense joy in joining my voice with others.
So, yes: music to me is art, and content, and community.
I love music.


A long time ago my when my little brother was in first grade, he got a homework sheet where he had to unscramble a bunch of names. I thought this scrambled version sounded cool, and have been using it as username everywhere ever since.